dear loyal reader:
i’m not sure who you are, but i imagine you know all about what is going on in my life recently, i.e., you don’t need to be reading this to know about my life because you know it already. let’s just sum it all up with big life lesson learned, hopefully not much [...]
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my loyal reader
Posted in Uncategorized on September 11, 2009 | 1 Comment »
this is my 100th post
Posted in Uncategorized on July 15, 2009 | 1 Comment »
her avatar is salome. the seductress who will weave a dance of perverse, dangerous pleasure to get her wish. that is probably beyond him, but she wove her dance and had him begging, would have had him wrapped around her finger, at least that’s what he keeps saying. she wished him to want her, to [...]
redraw
Posted in Uncategorized on July 14, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
i’m sitting in the same place, and remembering how broken i felt. it’s been almost a month. my train made an unexpected stop, booted me off, and everything disappeared in a blink. until i got away. and realized, what really matters, deep within, and without, did not disappear. something broke, certainly, and i was forced [...]
i don’t think i’d posted this before…
Posted in Uncategorized on June 20, 2009 | 2 Comments »
i love you
i’m a witch, i’m a bitch, i nag and i snag
tearing apart the time you have free to be
or not. to be empty, to escape. to enter a haven.
i’d make a terrible 50’s housewife, and i’m nothing to be cravin’.
i’m self involved – i think most about what i want, what i “need,” [...]
sleepless again
Posted in Uncategorized on June 20, 2009 | 1 Comment »
i can’t sleep. i think some part of me knows that once i’ve slept, the day is done, it won’t snap back to something like before, it can’t be before today. time will always be measured by this day. if i never sleep, this day never ends… i have a chance to fix it, to [...]
every good parent
Posted in Uncategorized on May 7, 2009 | 2 Comments »
sounds like the beginning of a pneumonic device. wait, not, that’s a lung device… mnemonic device. every good parent’s child has a toy that the parent absolutely can’t stand. you know the one that, oh sorry timmy, we just don’t have batteries for it. it takes an adapter? no there is definitely not one that [...]
the block of writer
Posted in Uncategorized on May 5, 2009 | 1 Comment »
i haven’t posted in a long long while. one would think the arrival of spring, the livening of the world, would inspire me, or at least wake me up. i guess to understand why that isn’t working, one must understand why i usually write.
who hasn’t heard writing is cathartic? really? you haven’t? so writing is [...]
the red shoe diaries
Posted in Uncategorized on March 16, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
i watched this on hulu tonite. i should probably be embarassed to admit that, because at least on it’s surface, it was smut smut smut. however, i became wrapped up in the story – it spoke alot to my thoughts about women, and men, and relationships.
firstly, that women are godawfully mysterious creatures. i am [...]
feeling winter
Posted in Uncategorized on March 7, 2009 | 1 Comment »
spring is coming, warm and fast, and i’m feeling winter, dead in my bones. there’s something missing, probably hormones, and i’m feeling a little like a tent about to collapse, a little like a hut caving in on itself under the flood. i can’t capture the reason, i can’t grasp the vacancy, like some thread [...]
today’s lenten message… to the quick, to the heart
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged Catholicism, lent, religion, spirituality on March 2, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
Letting Go of the Familiar
We must remember too that the promise [of a life greater than death] was made not just to Abraham, but to his descendants as well: that is, to us! During Lent, therefore, we bring to God all that is barren and dead in ourselves, all our sorrows and our sins, trusting [...]
